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(no subject) [Jan. 3rd, 2006|03:04 pm]
drowningJ_enny
ok. so i cut all my hair off. its 3/4 inches long. looks like cheetah fur. but in week or so it'll all be gones. so since i am getting sick of LJ and of Bullshyyyytttt i will be deleting my account. doesn't really matter. i started this off making it very politicla, then poetical, then it was just the stupidist Journal of my life. i think i'm going to revert to my artwork and poetry off of LJ. oh and thanks like turds to thiago and armand who did NOT fucking give me their fucking phone numbers.
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(no subject) [Dec. 27th, 2005|11:08 pm]
drowningJ_enny
hey armand and thiago post me your cell##'s bc i lost mine. mk?

and and i cut off my hair everyone. my photobucket is too cramped up to add pic but its on facebook if anyone cares. right now i like it right now i hate it.
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(no subject) [Dec. 13th, 2005|01:54 am]
drowningJ_enny
i just CAN'T believe i cut it all away. i know i HAD to. i know i did. but i CAN'T BELIEVE I FUCKING DID. i cannot cannot believe it.


i may not have been drunk, but i was mentally high. i hate myself. even though i really had to do it.
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(no subject) [Dec. 11th, 2005|08:45 pm]
drowningJ_enny
[my melody |coldplay yellow]

mk. so i've decidded not to go to IB ceremony. i really don't think so.

its all gone


i can't stand the hypocrisy of parents. can't stand their manipulation with money

and yet them making me stay here.

i can't stand listening to coldplay that makes me want to die.

don't like when friends say its "cold conversation" or "i don't know what to say" or "you should smoke weed to relax"



I don't know if I prefer friends being agreeable if I think maybe they don't know what they're talking about.




i think all chances at a clear mind for exams is long passed.
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(no subject) [Nov. 29th, 2005|12:26 pm]
drowningJ_enny
so this weekend was thanksgiving. beach w/ armand, dinner with family, fucking not being able to see thiago, black friday, and eating good food in a long time. mk. end of story.
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...and its raining in baltimore [Nov. 20th, 2005|03:28 am]
drowningJ_enny
so i went to baltimore this weekend. fucking awesome. i met my soulmate i swear. he's gay and wonderful. And then laughed next day with cristina's roomate. And then of course saw my girlfriend cristina!!! does that sound rich-cache or i'm fucking with stereotypes? i was going for the later. Anyways, today we went uninvited to a cast party. Fuck-me-hard it was awesome. we laughed our asses off because we awkwardly left after we saw the lameness of it all. then we played charades. i hearted that. so much better than sketchy clubbing or awful frats. oh and yesterday my girlfriend and i stole from the laundry room. it was awesome. i will post pictures maybe.

by the way farah where are you? i miss you?

oh so it was all perfect awesome. a few more hours here in baltimore. i'm definitly coming back. this is going to be my way to vacation it. Now I'm going to sleep with my flower Jermaine. Bisoussss.

some quotes:

"I feel fluffy"
-katie

"mmmm... fuck me hard"
-myself

"fuck introverts"
-Felipe
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2005|02:58 pm]
drowningJ_enny
[my affection |melancholymelancholy]
[my melody |coldplay-clocks]

commands make me turn churn...

10 things that bring me joy (in no order)
1. agressivity
2. realism
3. love
4. smiles
5. dancing plus alcohol plus many people
6. emo music
7. sylvia plath
8. being told nice things
9. peace
10. taking time to be polite
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2005|04:47 am]
drowningJ_enny
mk, so i did the dumbest funniest thing ever. I drank a black eye (coffee plus two shots of expresso) at like 9pm so i could finish my essay and read. I did not know it would not let me sleep at all. So right now its 4:47 am. And I haven't slept at all. i just stayed in the dark thinking and bored. So i might do some homework now. I mean, i felt sick at first. But if ever need to pull allnighter: that's how babe. So i think i might go actually read now. or some shit like that.

here's me and katrina

Image hosted by Photobucket.com
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While writing an essay. . . [Nov. 6th, 2005|10:20 pm]
drowningJ_enny
I started to get bored with confroming to the student role. So i wrote this instead:

Christina’s self-absorbance was prevalent, since she saw herself as, “the link, weak as it is, that united so many good men, so many diverse and opposing interests, all dedicated to sustaining the rights of the girl who began to reign at that fatal moment” (Buckley 35). This shows how strongly Christina felt against the racist regime. She was dumb though. That is not a lie. She was dumb. Dumb dumb dumb. And why I’m typing this I don’t know. That is also not a lie. Its kinda sketchy that we can see people outside through the window. Pain in the ass really. I wonder if because of that I could get arrested for exposed nudity. Maybe I should try and see what happens. I’m listening to Louis Armstrong right now. If my roommate were here she’d explode I think .. . .maybe that’s why she left. Or maybe I should fucking start writing my essay again. Or maybe I’ll go post this on LJ just because.
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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2005|10:29 pm]
drowningJ_enny
[my melody |jacques brel]

best friday of my fucking life. of my FUCKING life.


jon stewart...jealous much? but i hate some people more everyday. and others love more everyday. but the ones i hate (can i vomit on them please? and then vomit on them again?)

"psycho! i love you" sherri

"my nose is so cold if i was white it would be black" hypatia
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